It's crumbling right before me. Shattering like the heart that once glowed, lights up the sky and then darkness.. Black as night, with the fears and dangers to follow.. Scream, scream release the light, so much readying to burst but still contained.
I just don't get it , one bad thing happens and 5 more follow. Is this to be molding me into who i'll be, or tearing me apart savagely. The latter has prevailed. What do i do? I want to scratch her eyes out, but cradle her in my arms at the same time... Open your eyes, your heart let it in. So contained by the walls, let them down, let THEM DOWN!!! I want to scream let them down! If I could push you down and pick you up, but you won't even get up, GET UP!
I miss you brad. It was so good when you were around, and now death. death surrounds me suffocating everyday with no escape, my lungs enjoying everybreath for it will be over soon, i want to escape, run and not ever look back, GET OUT OF MY MIND YOU BASTARD! I love you, yet I hate you, I want you to fail! Please be successful, fuck just go away, your so selfish, my heart, broken because of you FUCK YOU!
Will it end? please end i can't stand it anymore! suffocate me so theres no more!
